my end of year exams ended 2 weeks ago, and that was something i was looking forward to getting over with. now im stuck at home, and surprisingly, for the first time im pissed im stuck at home.

im usualy happier at home sitting on my comp and browsing and downloading but this time around im pissed about everything. since the exams ended im stuck at home with mom who doesn't seem to give a crap when screaming at me every few minutes. whatever i do, i get screamed at...its not pretty, and its bugging.

i haven't left home since last morning, and that was to do some grocery shopping, so it doesn't really count as "an outing" in my books. in which case my last proper outing was five days ago. again, its bugging.

i've planned a get together with friends for day after, but i doubt it'll go through. it seems my chums are busier than i had predicted they would be.

now im stuck at home with basically nothing to do. there was supposed to be a cricket match between india and england today, but play abandoned due to rain. sucks. again, its bugging.

the entire day today i've sat in front of my comp and played half-life 2 or just sat on IM. wich is again, irritatingly so, bugging.

my holidays end on 24th, wich is stil a long 2 weeks away. until then, im bored. i have no inspiration for any art work, not that im great at it anyways, and my writer's block continues, adding to my already bag-full of woes. i wonder if mario puzo ever had writer's block. not like he can help though, the old man passed away 1999, before i even heard about his books.

right now im more pissed than i've been since last june. that was the time my friends circle suddenly shrank due to an internal two-timer, who pulled off something i had a feeling he would do. till date the friends i lost don't know the true story, not that i have any intention of telling them, they were useless people anyways.

back to 2006. im waiting for school to start again, so i can get back to the football field and kick a few. therapeutic it is, almost cathartic. whatever...they both mean the same thing.